Saturday, December 18, 2004
OUTRAGED!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I'm in total shock now................SUPER OUTRAGED!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! the thought makes me sick to my stomach.......i juz realized tat i've got some so called "Friends" who r such hypocritical pple.....OMG!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i can't believe i mix ard wif pple like tat..........i sld knock my head 1st then knock that person's head soooo hard............tis "fren" of mine has driven me up the wall alot of times....& i mean ALOT of times..........some of u even know who i'm talkin abt......the particular person has really been testing my patience & i even cried one on occasion till my parents got a shock......i've been holding back like a MILLION times......those who r VERY close to me know tat i'm the most patient and TOLERANT person(*esp shaila will always tell me tat*)....i tink this person don't really know how much he/she has verbally abused me......the person has MOCKED me infront of others, made nasty comments, look down on me.....& in the various other mental tortures the person has done to me.....he/she still treats me like nothin of wat they said or did matter.....wah lau!!!!!!!!!!!! SHIT MAN!!!!!!!!!!!!! SCREW U!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
wat a FAKE person...........somemore i was such a nice fren to tat person.....sometimes he/she says stuff wif out thinkin how much the other party will be affected....really no BRAINs.....& no FREAKIN MANNERS.............i'm juz sooooo FUCKED UP now!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! wat really hurts the MOST is tat i really like the person....sounds weird...but ya....if only tat person realise how much it hurts........infact i'm really crying now as i type tis.....it really hurts.........soo bad.......why..........tis is not fair............i'm so nice to tat person....& yet treat me like CRAP..............even when my own bro say certain nasty stuff i'll YELL my lungs out @ him....but tis person....wah lau.....i'm such a SUCKER man..................i'm VERY DISSAPOINTED in tat person.......very childish of tat person too..........get soo angry 4 the slightest & most minute stuff...............i always take sooo much of crap from the person...i'll juz listen & listen....but never make a nasty comment back coz i'll RESPECT my fren's decision...but tat person isn't like,.......watever i say...muz make a comment....or else the brain will explode......
Hiazzzzzzzzzzzzzzz.........................i don't know wat to do..................someone SAVE ME PLS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
WoRdS oF tHe InDiAn GeiShA at 2:19 PM