Monday, March 24, 2008

Bitching Session...Part 1

Hey darlins...... thnx for all ya well wishes.... and now my promotion is OFFICIAL.... I'm a Senior Guest Relations Assistant.... (*takes a bow...lol...thank u*)... Everyone was sooo genuinely happy for me.... except for ONE person... (*i'll get to the real bitching part later*)..

I came back from a day off last week & to my surprise my fellow colleagues @ work were all like... CONGRATS Rena!! Good job!! Well of course i initially had NO FREAKIN idea what the HELL they were saying it for.... i was like huh?!! i'm not getting married, i'm not pregnant either nor did i win any awards..YET.... so wat was that all abt....?? Being the kuku bird tat i am... i of course thanked graciously FIRST....but after which i was quick enough to ask why were they congratulating me... i can still recall the dumb-found look on my colleagues faces... i bet they wanted to burst out laughing for my sense of stupidity... which a couple of em' did giggle... but hey i really didn't know..... but i finally saw an email that my big boss sent to all of us.... i was really really surprised i tell you..... i really DID NOT see that coming at all.... so that's the positive aspect of my life currently.... however here comes the sad part.... the part where Rena's being BULLIED.... like AGAIN!!!!

Ok here's the deal... Though i'm sort of doing an OFFICER's job at the Raffles Inc Lounge (RIF)... i.e our Executive floor, i'm still NOT being paid for that... it's not that i'm expecting an Officers' pay ok...pls don't get me wrong... i totally understand coz i'm @ RIF all in the name of training but come on lah... tat does NOT mean i can be treated like DIRT right... i'm also a staff of the company.... i really bloody hell hate goin to work esp when there's a certain some1 working.... She's just a mean BITCH.... she's a really piece of WORK i tell you....

Man i so wanna go on with my bitching session...but my hand reallys hurts...(FYI:- i know alot of u might not know...but i have a ugly splint of my left hand, which is painful to deal with) So i'll cont' my bitching session another day.... i'm soooooooooo tired from work.... i wanna go on a HOLIDAY.....(*i think i'm goin nuts....*)

NIGHT NIGHT darlings........i'm just goin to end it here....got to catch some beauty sleep... bye!!

WoRdS oF tHe InDiAn GeiShA at 1:45 AM

Monday, March 03, 2008

I think life can get better..& i'm getting there...

As my header states.... it's pretty clear what i'm goin through... Changes is what it is... Loads and heaps LOADS of changes.... Be it good or bad.... All those changes are scary... totally didn't see it coming at all.... Seems like every FREAKING time i'm in my comfort zone... something needs to happen and pull tat rug from beneath my feet... Sheesh!! when is this cycle ever goin be like OVER.

For starters i just wanna say that i toally adore the pple i work with. Yeah there might be occasions where you have a lil squabble here & there and even a lil bickering... but it's NEVER personal... I've had way too many pple ard me telling me to leave my current job coz they think i'm just a real mental person working way too much for way too little. Well i tell to those pple, that it doesn't really matter.. well at least for me.... No point dwelling over monetary matter... coz who knows what the future holds... One day u might be earning alot and the next day u might just fall from grace... and trust me tat'll be a much harder fall...than to work ya way up slowly... so i think my day will come... patience is always a virtue...

Having said tat... i know i can't part the pple i work with coz i just realized over the past week how much i really cared for em.... well some may think i'm being a lil EMO and crazy even...but hey!! i can't help it.... i'm a Sagittarius!! I get attached to pple ard me... good pple ard me that it is... Why the sudden topic abt my frenz at work... it's coz i'll be transferred to another place within the same front office dept though.... it's just that i'll be working in the Executive floor with a whole different pressure put on me.... I felt really sad coz i've formed such a special bond with the rest @ front desk and i won't be seeing em as often as i did anymore... i mean i'll STILL meet em @ the back office...but ya know... it's just different... oh well..... u gotta do wat you gotta do right....

Well i hope to GOD i'll survive this CHANGE... coz i know it's a BIG one for me... so let the good lord have some mercy on me... hahah....

WoRdS oF tHe InDiAn GeiShA at 1:30 PM