Thursday, October 30, 2008
Reality Check...
Oh boy!! I'm just hours away from returning back to work and I just don't know why... but i'm suddenly struck with this fear... my heart is pounding, i'm having sweaty palms... Oh gosh!! Why?? Why am I feeling this way... & more importantly... why SHOULD i feel this way....I fear tat i might have a relapse of my panic attack.... There's no rime or reason to feel this way i tell u.... Something is NOT right....Is this some kind of a sign?LORD help me understand wat's wrong with me!!...
WoRdS oF tHe InDiAn GeiShA at 9:14 PM
Monday, October 27, 2008
Festival of Lights
HAPPY DEEPAVALI TO ALL!!!!!!!
WoRdS oF tHe InDiAn GeiShA at 9:13 AM
Saturday, October 25, 2008
Sick lil puppy's update
Why is it that whenever a holiday season swings by... lil miss Rena gotta fall ill...like wat the...!!! Argghh... I was soo darn sick a few days ago..so much so that i had almost fainted in my house.... Plus i can't talk or chew my food much coz my jaw hurts like HELL... keeping having a "clicking" sound....Add to that I felt sooo terrible that i was on MC... silly i know... but i always feel bad whenever i think abt my colleagues having to cover my shift... SORRY MY DARLINGS!!! Nonetheless I slept quite a fair bit.. more than usual... And now that i'm on leave (*thank god!!*).. it really feels so weird... don't know how to explain... having to work almost every other day it's a nice change to be at home with my family (*esp now tat at least they are all in town*).Well Deepavali is round the corner...almost 48hrs away...& the only thing i really bought for myself was a nice lil girly girl top from ROXY... this year i just don't know why... but i ain't in the holiday mood at all....so strange i tell ya... i use to be the sort tat wld bug my parents to go shopping with me to get decor for the house & something beautiful to wear on deepavali day.... However this year... i never buy anything at all... i mean for an indian suit tat is... I didn't bother to get anything coz my dear brother bought a lovely sari from India! So sweet of him right... LOL... So all i did was to have the sari blouse tailor made (*which cost me a bomb coz i choose a designer one*)....& i bought some matching bangles and bindi.... How pathetic man... But don't get me wrong... it's nt like i didn't spend much $$ ok... i actually spent a whole lot more in revamping my crib... ohh yesh!! my crib is like heaven to me... I simply adore my room... so this year i spiced it all up.... =) I'll post some pics of my humble abode for your viewing pleasure... Aite... i better get my beauty sleep now... feeling really drowsy thanks to the numourous pills i had to take... so off i go........
WoRdS oF tHe InDiAn GeiShA at 11:50 PM
Saturday, October 18, 2008
I'm in...!!!
Hey ya'll...!! Sheesh it's been more than a mth since my last update. Sometimes i wonder if anyone even freaking reads my blog. Anyhow, i really don't care. It's just my blog and my territory to speak my mind... so beat it if you can't handle it aite....Well GUYS!! great news to share...... yours truly.. erm...(*clears throat*) has been very blessed to be in the finals for the Receptionist of the Year 2008. It's like a major competition in which various well-know hotels here send representatives for. It is amongst these pple who will battle it out to get to the title here in Singapore as the Receptionist of the Year. Hey...before you jump into a conclusion and think.. chey! only local competition wat... WRONG!! it's a an annual event that is held with a big bang and the winner here will represent our nation in the international arena. And trust me ya'll... the journey to get the ultimate prize sure ain't no sugar-coated easy task. It's a whole lotta prep work that goes into it and boy! am i ready to face it head on...Never have I ever really wanted something so badly. I really wanna win this. Some pple think i just need to take the chill pill... but HELL NO!! Those who know me well enough will know tat i tend to put alot of pressure on myself when it comes to stuff like this and i sure as hell won't be taking the back seat.... So here's to my fellow competitors... GAME ON!!! Wish me luck darlins.............
WoRdS oF tHe InDiAn GeiShA at 1:26 AM