Monday, April 25, 2005
WHaT A dAy!!!!!!
woke up early tis morning to go to the temple for prayers wif my parents & bro.........went there to give thnx to GOD 4 helpin me out soooooooooo much durin my exams........felt so satisfied after praying...............ummm.......however..........i'm not feelin soooo good now...........my heart is racin sooo fast tat i can't seem to catch my breath.....i'm gaspin for air as i type tis...........i don't want to have my bloody panic attacks again..........i never thought it'll come back again...........arrgghhh!!!!!!!u know life's is sooo unpredictable.......juz when u think tat everyting's good and AOKIE...........something happens & it really bites u in the ASS.....gosh!!!!!! i really wish i was DEAD...........(*to my enemies...here's the perfect chance to shoot me dead*).......if i had a gun now....honestly....i'll really shoot myself in the head....so tat i can die faster.....pls!!!!!! someone kill me..........i'm juz a useless LOSER..........tat always causes alot of problems to the pple tat LOVES me the most.........why am here!!!!!! infact i wish my parents never had me.....or maybe kill me when i was kid............then i wldn't be such a horrible daughter and a hopeless sister...........i really wish i was dead...........really wish.........
WoRdS oF tHe InDiAn GeiShA at 3:35 AM