Monday, June 13, 2005
RENA'S Goin CRAZY!!!!!!!!!!!
oh man!!!!!!!!!! tis was a rather interesting week 4 me............alot of bad and horrible tings have happened...but praise the LORD tat he was there to SAVE ME!!!!!!!!!!! i was very cranky tis week....some of u saw it 4 yaself................so sorry okie............my body was there but my mind was elsewhere......i've be really mentally challenged tis week...esp when my dad got recently............(*thnx deb & steph...4 bein there for me*)........so the week started awful..........and it only got worst day by day.......hiaz....................but lucky enff.........my dad's way much better now...................thnx to all the prayers........I'm been noticing something 4 quite some time.....ain't sure if i sld bring the issue up right now....but i know 4 sure i'll write abt it one fine day................esp when i can't tolerate it anymore.....very soon ah......very, very soon...................i'm soo scared of myself....coz i might totally burst out wif rage.....well very few of u know abt it.....and have said tat i've been too bloody tolerant....well i know......but maybe i'm juz someone who thinks b4 i talk(*unlike some of u*)....and not say everyting under the sun to hurt others feelings.........i'm ashamed tat i've got a couple of frenz who are soooooooooooooooooooooooo FREAKIN insensitive.......it really disgusts me at times..........gosh!!!!!!!!!! i really don't know how u guys are goin to SURVIVE in the REAL WORLD......i really PITY u guys................i know some of u may think wat the HECK is wrong wif me now....well like i always wld say........."TRUTH HURTS".........most of u are soooo in denial....... never bother to hear wat i have to say.................it's always abt YOU!!!!!!!!! ahhhh......don't get me wrong.....i'm not giving up hope or anyting.....i juz wish i can knock MORE sense into some of u.....................
WoRdS oF tHe InDiAn GeiShA at 1:00 PM