Saturday, March 25, 2006
WaT tO dO??
Alrighty pple.......the FINAL grads are out.........and TADA!!!!!!!! Guess wat........LIL Ms Rena....didn't get the grad she has been expecting......Okey....i can clearly see right now tat ALOT of u are most probably rollin tat eyes of urs...careful ahhh...don't get ya eyes stuck...... Well honestly.....i wasn't expecting Straight A's..............i know some of u can't seem to swallow wat i'm sayin.....but it's true..........anyway...i only did only ONE module....to obtain all the 25 credits.....but nonetheless.......i WORKED my ASS off to do ALL the numerous reports and went to work every other single day...ON TIME!!!!!.....i'm sure a couple of u are very well aware of how much i had to struggle at work.....with the countless discriminations i had to go through and all the "DIRTY" job tat was needed to be done............i still DID IT.........with a ZEAL.....Well yeah i did take a couple of days off......but that's coz i had to make soo many trips to the hospital and had valid proof......so why the HECK did i get such a low grad........and thanx to that BLOODY grad........my FUCKING GPA has dropped...........i had such a damn good GPA last sem...one tat ALOT of pple who have wished for (*sorry....i'm not tryin to be boastful...i'm just tryin to make a point*)..........and now.............it's gone....ALL my hard work has gone down the drain..........flushed out thanx to just ONE grad!!!!!!!!!!! U know how fustrating and disppointing it is......it's bad enough having gone through soo much physical pain....now the MENTAL pain....OH LORD!!!!!!!! can someone SHOOT ME!!!!!!..............some of u have been very nice to me and tried ya best to cheer me up and offer ya words of encouragment..and god bless u for tat...thnk u so very much............but on the other hand.......some of u................GOSH!!!!!!! some of u are SUCH freaking SNOBs............... SHIT u!!!!!!!!! u're sooooooooooooooooooooooooo demoralizing..............and u're sooo mean too....... Hiazzzzz.......... i really have no words to say to u pple............... TRUST ME!!!!!!! i'm no where near the word "JEALOUSY"...........it takes alot for me to get jealous of u......so PLS!!!!!!!!!! go try and play ya freakin MIND-GAMES on some other FOOL.....................coz i ain't no dumb-bell......... buzz off!!!!!!!!!!!!!!PHEW!!!!!!!!! okie now tat i've let it all out...........well.....guess wat's done is done..........NO POINT pondering over wat i cld have done differently...............guess it's MEANT to be...........i really...and truly BELIEVE tat GOD has a plan for me...............Watever tat might be...........guess only time will tell..............I HAVE FAITH.............tat's more than enough............and i pray tat it'll take me somewhere............somewhere tat will lead me to the next phase of my life.......... GOOD GOD!!!!!!!! i've to stop worrying and LIVE LIFE................... not tat i wasn't....... just tat i've to live a better one............the road ahead ain't gonna be easy...it NEVER was for me...i'm well aware of tat........it's starting to show already............so i'm goin to go HEAD-ON......there ain't no STOPPING RENA now.........it's FULL STEAM AHEAD CAPTAIN!!!!!!!!!!!!
WoRdS oF tHe InDiAn GeiShA at 3:43 PM