Tuesday, May 23, 2006
It's Soo Wrong.........
I ain't got nothing nice to blog abt.......things at home are getting worst day by day....& i HATE being the one caught in the middle.............LIFE's IS A REAL BITCH!!!!!!!! I've got nothing to feel happy abt............every god damn night i've gotta cry myself to sleep........... why can't adults just BEHAVE!!!!!!!!!! And to make my already horrible days even worst........my knee is seriously giving me ALOT of problems............the area that they operated on is super painful.........yet i can't tell ANY1 at home coz every1 is too darn caught up in their own twisted world........... Why is GOD punishing me sooooooo much......?!!Wat have i done to deserve such excruciating Mental & Physical pain??!!I'm a GOOD person.......I've never caused any pain to my fellow beings....so why are there so many BAD & TERRIBLE things happening to me.............. I thought bad things only happen to bad people........ I'M NOT BAD!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Or AM I??Sometimes i wish i had just DIED on the operating table........maybe things at home wldn't have gone soo bad..............at least my parents and brother wld have been busy comforting each other rather than being at each others throats........ WAT THE HELL IS WRONG WITH THIS FAMILY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!???????????Why do I have to SUFFER in Silence!!!!!!!!!?????? I'm the only one tat's always giving a DAMN abt this family.............so why is tat i'm getting punished for doin some good in this family?!!!
WoRdS oF tHe InDiAn GeiShA at 10:25 PM