Sunday, May 14, 2006
Mad Week!!!!!!
I've not been able to blog for the past week coz i've gone through a real rough week........i bet u've heard tat like a million times....but ain't no ordinary kindda rough week.........it's more like...ummm......a HAIL storm cum roller coaster ride type of week....WORST still...it's ALOT more like.........Hurricane Katrina kind of week.........too many things/ feelings has been broken & even DESTROYED!!!!!! it was just pure madness.............i even thought i was goin to DIE....or someone i love might get seriously hurt........i was totally FREAKED out to the MAX..........never b4 have i ever been that PETRIFIED..............Oh!!!!.... i would really like to take this chance to apologise to my beloved buddy, DEB.............sweetie.......i'm SOOOOOOOO FREAKING sorry tat i scared u the other the day.............i didn't know who else to call or wat to do............i was scared stiff!!!!!!!! but thanks for helping me out and guiding me through that extreme situation......i pray tat i'll NEVER EVER have to go through tat whole SHIT-ASS thing ever again in my LIFE..... thank GOD i had YOU!!!!!!!Having said tat............the last few days has been rather......rewarding in a strange way....i mention tat it's strange coz of the situation tat occured at home.........anyway........my mum bought me a DAMN nice shoe.....it's a hippie inspired pair of wedges...she insisted tat i get tat pair of shoes even though i wld not be able to wear it anytime soon due to my surgery....but hey!!! her rationale was spot on.....coz i kept tellin her tat she's wasting her money on tat pair of wedges coz i can't use em now.....but she was like "Rena...at least seeing tat pair of shoes wld like motivate u in a way to wanna recover faster and wear it!!!..." she's actually right....coz when i tried the shoe at home and like just walk ard the hse for awhile wif it.....i can feel myself like tryin to walk normally......(*unlike b4.....coz i tend to limp as i walk...like a granny*).............the shoes actually forces me to walk the way normal pple wld walk...........i know it may sound a lil strange.....but ahiya.........it's hard to explain.............u sld see it 4 yaself...then u'll catch my drift.......Tat's not the only thing i got from my mum..............on Vesak Day.............we both went to SUNTEC's Fountain of Wealth arena as they had a huge Vesak Day Carnival.............wow.....i felt soo happy praying to Buddha.......after spendin some valuable time praying.....we both went for SHOPPING!!!!!!!!!!!!! can u believe it!!!!!!!!!!!!! it's been more than 2 mths since i saw civilization and even got the chance to do some shopping!!!!!!!!!!!! DAMN!!!!!!! i totally took the chance and went round & round...from suntec to marina and back to suntec.............and coz i was the only poor soul in the family who didn't get the PROGRESS package tat the government gave..........my mum gave me her share of it!!!!!!!! and since i've not bought myself ANYTHING for a super long time............my mum picked out a really nice pair WHITE capri pants (*i know wat some u are thinking....rena bought a white pants when she swore she hated em!!!??...hahha...yeah...yeah....but my mum said i needed to spice up my style...& the pants did indeed look damn nice*) ..............and to match the pants....i picked out a cool blue indie-look top............and all in all.........i spent like $150 in just one buy..........i was a lil reluctant to buy em....but my mother was like sayin tat it's to compensate the time spent rotting at home and not goin out and spending $$ like i wld have done if it wasn't for my knees....hahha....my mother ahhhhh!!!!!!! shessh!!!!!!! but it's quite worth it due to the brand name & the quality of the clothings......anyway...........things seems to be goin back to how they were...with a few exceptions tat is...........however...i ain't gonna JINX myself this time............let things be how they are..........i leave it to GOD to guide me through the next phase........watever tat might be...........Aite.....guess it's a darn long entry......so i'll end it here......CIAO my darlins!!!!!!!!!!!!
WoRdS oF tHe InDiAn GeiShA at 4:25 PM