Thursday, March 08, 2007

Oh My Gosh!!

It's been awhile since i've posted anything on my blog....but i do have a valid reason 4 tat.... i was on a 'short' term break...well thnx to all the China pple in my class coz they went back to their hometown for CNY..... and i had benefited from tat break coz i took the chance to really really rest and relax b4 i hit the books again... & damn i wish i cld relive those weeks of vacation man!!

Well tat's coz i'm back in sch again today....& man i tell u............ I don't know WHY am i putting myself through this torture...arghhh!!! Yesh!! studyin in UNI has become more or less a torturous ordeal for me.... But then again...i have to keep tellin myself tat in order to reach my AMBITION.....i MUST therefore endure some PAIN.... mental torture tat is....

I cannot even being to tell u wat a horrible lecturer i have.... I mean it might have been only ONE class so far...but sometimes u can gauge tat type of lectures u're goin to have to endure with.... Why ahhh?? Why is it tat i always face with soooooooooooooooooooo MANY hurdles in my life???!!! I'm on the VERGE of just wavin the white flag already.... really.... i feel like cryin man............ all i want is to pursue my DREAMS.... why does GOD have to make it soo darn difficult for me...........

All i can hope and pray for now is to be able to understand and get good grads for the 2 modules tat i'll be takin this sem......Damn taking Double Majors sure ain't a piece of cake..... Pls pray for me ya'll......... i know ALOT of u have such amazing faith in me..... so all i need now is for u guys to guide and support me....

LORD HAVE SOME MERCY ON ME PLS!!!!!!!!

WoRdS oF tHe InDiAn GeiShA at 8:04 PM