Thursday, March 08, 2007
Oh My Gosh!!
It's been awhile since i've posted anything on my blog....but i do have a valid reason 4 tat.... i was on a 'short' term break...well thnx to all the China pple in my class coz they went back to their hometown for CNY..... and i had benefited from tat break coz i took the chance to really really rest and relax b4 i hit the books again... & damn i wish i cld relive those weeks of vacation man!!Well tat's coz i'm back in sch again today....& man i tell u............ I don't know WHY am i putting myself through this torture...arghhh!!! Yesh!! studyin in UNI has become more or less a torturous ordeal for me.... But then again...i have to keep tellin myself tat in order to reach my AMBITION.....i MUST therefore endure some PAIN.... mental torture tat is....I cannot even being to tell u wat a horrible lecturer i have.... I mean it might have been only ONE class so far...but sometimes u can gauge tat type of lectures u're goin to have to endure with.... Why ahhh?? Why is it tat i always face with soooooooooooooooooooo MANY hurdles in my life???!!! I'm on the VERGE of just wavin the white flag already.... really.... i feel like cryin man............ all i want is to pursue my DREAMS.... why does GOD have to make it soo darn difficult for me........... All i can hope and pray for now is to be able to understand and get good grads for the 2 modules tat i'll be takin this sem......Damn taking Double Majors sure ain't a piece of cake..... Pls pray for me ya'll......... i know ALOT of u have such amazing faith in me..... so all i need now is for u guys to guide and support me.... LORD HAVE SOME MERCY ON ME PLS!!!!!!!!
WoRdS oF tHe InDiAn GeiShA at 8:04 PM