Tuesday, October 02, 2007
I ThiNk I'm OkiE...
Better you must be wondering why on god's GREEN earth wld i be having such an heading right?? Well tat explains and answers the most asked question from none other then ALL you guys.... i.e "Rena how's work?? You ok or not?"....... There's the answer.... HA!!But seriously i think i'm doin A. Ok.... i mean nt EVERY thing is smooth sailing... but i'm trying my very best to catch up with all the GA-Zillion stuff i need to remember and learn.... Sure ain't easy......However two nights ago.... i came home crying.... coz i felt sooo freakin STUPID.... sometimes i'm nt sure if the pple ard me are tryin to bring me down or they are just tryin to push me to learn things super uber fast...... NEVER have i ever felt sooo stupid while workin or even during schoolin days.............I mean i wld like to think i'm a smart and capable person.... but working in the line tat i'm in...and most particularly in the organization tat i'm working for...damn it's TOUGH.....!! I used to be and still probably am the type of person who like to know everything and learnt things as fast as possible....but somehow i doubt pple at work think tat of me.... Infact i can bet with u till my last penny tat almost all my seniors think i'm a very slow person..... Haiz.... sooo upsetting..... I'm NOT a DUMB ASS okie..........On the other hand.....i do like the pple i work with... though on certain instances u'll get to see the "true" colours of an individual... if ya know what i mean.....Sometimes my managers are soo bloody funny...i'll laugh till i cry man..... they're hilarious..... the same goes for my fellow colleagues..... it's basically a LOVE/HATE relationships..... some days are good and some days you really wish u can strangle the freakin guest.... sorry i know tat sounds a lil extreme but seriously.... some pple are real PAIN IN THE ASS i tell you.... Well nonetheless Rena is doin ok....and still surviving.....And i apologise profusly for nt being able to chat up or meet some of you.... I hope you guys understand...........Aite....Missy Rena's outta here..........Cheers!!
WoRdS oF tHe InDiAn GeiShA at 8:43 PM